THE BEAUTY IN IMPERMENANCE

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Ecclesiastes 3:1

"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven"

11:33 "This too shall pass"

Impermanence- the state or fact of lasting for only a limited period of time.

WINTER

it was cold for me. I wanted to be comfortable not caring and skipping to the excitement after big changes without the scut work if you will. This taught me the moments where everything is frozen is where you gain the most clarity and peace. I felt myself begin to slowly become okay with my choices, how I approach life, and the story I told myself. The story of peace, safety, and truth. I let the pain peel back the layers of myself that so desperately wanted to keep the promises I made to myself and God. No matter where, how, what , or who everything will be okay and this too shall pass.

SPRING

I thought, rethought, slipped, balanced, thought about it again and still didn't know. This taught me that sometimes when the truth lies in your heart no plan could be the compass, become new the path will show you all that is just and renewed. I learned flow. I saw that I could trust in my knowing that everything is taken care of. I trusted in being myself and honoring everything that came with it. It taught me the gift of realness and honesty. If I wanted the old to be done I had to let it. This time it was serious. It was my Butterfly Effect. I knew what was right even if it didn't make sense in my head; I knew what was needed when I still felt my truth after every no and disappointment. I could feel my fire coming back. It was time for some thing I just didn't know what.

SUMMER

Now what ? You got You. You made it happen. You walked the path. You kept the promise. You came home to you now what? Who will you love? Where will you go? How will you show up? What can't come? What is your truth? What do you want to create? "don't spread yourself too thin" How can you use your resources? This taught me that I have time to answer them. I don't have to be fearful of not being able to live in the reality that I had mistaken for a dream. It's time to start living and breathing your truth not just thinking it but doing. INSPIRED ACTION was the confidence sent to back me up. Making choices and Liking those choices 

12:12

FALL

we shall see...

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